I really need a break. I honestly can't remember the last time that I had a day to relax and just read a book or take a nap or do anything enjoyable and fun and I haven't been on a vacation since I went down to Houston for Danielle's birthday over a year ago (which was only for a day so combined with the driving was not a break at all).

I know that God is giving me responsibilities for a reason to teach me things, but I am really tired. Every single second is packed with home group and accountability and work and babysitting and room mate meetings and home group meetings and kids village and so on and so on. When I get a single second free, I usually just do laundry because I have run out of clothes.

On top of it all.. I would save up money to go to DC and see Jeff and get away or even just take a day off to relax.. but I have so much credit card and school debt that I can't afford to do that.

Dear Lord..please give me a supernaturally restful sleep with dreams of fun so that I will feel like I had it in reality.